feeling jealous - cousin started 'dating'

[loverboy2601]

It sounds like you may be afraid that you will lose him and the good times you spend together.  But you cannot be free unless you let go of him.  Otherwise your attachment will hold you down like a ball chained to your foot.  So let go and enjoy your cousin's friendship in whatever form may come going forward.  Your life is still full of adventures yet to come.  Good luck.

that is true - i m worried when she comes in, he wont have time for me - trips and whatnot..  as it would look odd him going on trips and in uk u can only have 28 days, he is most likely going 2 go out with her rather than me..